HOW CAN I? (FACING DILLEMA)

How can I love you easily?
When this is coming to fragile
Broken into million pieces
Why I must in love?
At the same time, it would be SORROW

How can I hate you easily?
When this heart is setting on you
Just for you all the time
Feels like getting drugs addict
Isn't it ironic?
Why I must let you go away?
At the same time, I feel REAL LOVE